3.15.2010

entry 13: wishes

dear diary,

i made all-state! but see, here's my theory. you don't necessarily have to be the best at something, you just have to choose a something where there aren't a lot of people better than you. i don't think i'm any better than those who didn't make it. i just think there are less people better than me. see, it's all in the comparison.

and perhaps catching 11:11 on saturday had something to do with it?;)

our bathroom is still getting done. i haven't showered or brushed my teeth and i feel kind of disgusting. oh well. it's spring break. who tries?

i had an interesting dream though. there was a self-conscious stripper (i don't know), a new school with an elevator, a pool party, a weird confrontation, he found out i liked him, i reminded myself to tell peyton, then somehow another guy was exclaiming his love for me only i wasn't sure if it was for real or if i magically ended up in a play. all i know is i was kind of confused/sad to know it was only a dream.

yeah, maybe this crush thing has gone on too long. what of it?

love,
yasmine

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